Saturday, December 17, 2005

I'm 33

What value do I get for keeping my age a secret or telling the world my age... I just want to be honest with myself and I cannot live in denial. I'm now 33.

Yes, 16 December is my birthday...Alhamdulillah... I wonder whether I'm a better...
1)person
2)wife
3)mother
4)daughter
5)daughter-in-law
6)friend
7)textbook-writer
8)educator
9) oh yes...sister
10) and so forth...relative, neighbour

I think, sometimes, I let my emotions run too wild that I just misbehave...just like a little child. How shameful... I think I should be more in control of my temper, whether with husband or child or sister because really afterall they are the people who are very precious...

I shouldn't get so worked up over sthg I have no control of...like people who just don't care about me...

Let's put it this way. There are people whom I spent quite a bomb for their birhdays, painstakingly thinking of ways to make them happy...but when it comes to my birthday, I don't hear a word from them... The thing about me is that, I'm happy enough if you wish me a simple greeting...don't even have to spend on anything... but suddenly when it comes to me...SILENCE...

Maybe, I shouldn't be so sensitive...Maybe it's just them... or me...

Never mind...whatever it is, I have my beloved people around me like my mak, my sisters, my Cik Mis, my husband and children, Cik Hawa and of course my best friend Ayu..who care

My husband treated the family to dinner at Swensen's at Terminal 2 Changi Airport... Quite a nice way to end a somewhat ordinary day.

And of course one of the best presents I got was from my son... He, for the first time in a loong while, did not run away from the dinner table until all of us finished eating... And of course that made me really Happy.

The other nice one is of course from my best friend who featured me as a star in her blog... I'm happy...