Here I am - exhausted.

The thing about teaching is the money is gd, the experience is gd when you get the gd classes. However, if you get the tail-end Normal Academic classes...God....you're basically getting HELL.

All my 4 classes are Normal Academic classes. They are not easy to manage. But I see some hope in them except this particular class.

When I'm mad with that class, especially the childish ones, I tend to let it out - not intentionally, on my children and my husband when I'm at home. It's so unhealthy. It's so bad. They don't deserve it, man....

It's almost 10 weeks - 1 term. I have a choice to leave. But the salary is needed and useful to pay for the kids' enrichment classes...and the other 3 classes I'm having are quite sweet. They've shown they can cooperate and respond to my effort. I wouldn't want to leave partly because of them.

Most important of all - My children need my love and attention. They seem to be getting very little from me these days and I'm looking into ways to improve the situation. At the end of the day, I want to be there for my children and my husband and I'm considering other ways of getting income - other than from MOE.