How to stay cool.
I am going to take note of what are the triggers to his tantrums and what are the triggers to my outburst.
I realise that when I bring him out, say, just to the shop or to the playground, or to the library, he tends to be okay for a long while. Maybe, I need to vary his environment over the weekdays. I tend to prefer staying indoors when Azman is not around but I think that has to change.
When I allow him to do things independently, or at least with some help, he is quite alright. For instance, I realise that one of the reasons he screams and wails is when he does not get to lock the door when we go out. I will make an effort to let him do it, but I have to be patient to help him with using the key - inserting into the lock etc.
It may sound very trivial but it's at this seemingly small things that I can snap sometimes. Imagine when you are in a hurry, you just can't afford such a long time just to lock the door. But I guess, I have to plan my outing way in advance so that rushing can be avoided, therefore, we can spend a slightly longer time opening and locking the door.
And of course, I need to equip him with accurate expressions to express what he really wants. And I have to ensure that I enforce it. For instance : `Ummi, I want to bathe myself or I want to switch on the lights myself or I want to comb myself.' Because, I realise that when he starts wailing or screaming, I just don't know what he exactly wants.
Emotional outburst is really no good for me, for him and for anyone actually. But it takes a lot of effort. I guess it's okay to be angry but the manner in which it is ventilated and let out shows our emotional strength which I have to work on. I read somewhere in the papers that there are strategies like counting 1-10 before leaving the scene. Or go and sit down, lie down before screaming (to prevent screaming). If a 33-yr-old like me cannot gather enough strength, then, how can I expect a 3-yr-old to be in control of his emotions. Btw, I'll probably get a book on this.
The other thing of course, is that I realise that I have to be more understanding about how tired a working person can be after a day at work. I think I cannot expect too much from my husband to help out. Well, he can continue helping with the laundry but you know, laundry don't have feelings whatever you do to them. But children, every slight thing we do, they react either positively or negatively. It's a 2 way thing actually. When the child screams for whatever reason, you can imagine how the tired person reacts. The whole house turns upside down. And it's really no good for the morale of the children. He'll interact with the kids in other ways, like during meal times, but maybe not in the toilet...when my son wants to do so many things himself.
Sibling squabbles over toys - I will have to be conscious as not to side with anyone. Sometimes the younger one, in her attempt to play with her brother, having a not-so-developed-yet dexterity, messes up his toys, for instance. And that could be the start of the children crying and screaming. I realise I tend to reprimand the older one more often, which in some situations may not be fair. He doesn't have enough vocab to explain himself so probably that's why he ends up wailing and screaming. I'll have to be more aware and careful before ticking off anyone.
One thing at a time.
2 Comments:
makes you wish the babies came with a manual. :p
you're right about making him express himself accurately. when zid and i started out, i focused on his expression instead ie. say he wants something off the shelf, i made sure he repeated after me, "i want the red car on the shelf". or if he lost something, i made him describe the lost item (green, big, etc). it helped a big deal! make him say it a couple of times so that he's used to the expression - and on the spot.
it helps bring the nerve level down a notch. he'll be happier to get his way too.
oh, and you have to anticipate a lot of things too. for instance, you know that he'll want to lock the door right? so, if you are in a hurry, you just need to tell him that you are locking the door today cos this time you are late and you'll let him do it another time. make sure you keep your word and make him do it next time. the key is to tell him you are in charge.
if you think you were being unfair to the older one, make the little one apologise to him too to make it up. :p
your comment counter doesn't seem to work. hmmm....
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